Well,I didn't send anything lately yet,and it's because I'm extremely ashamed and feel extremely guilty to some deviants..Yes the reason is that I'm far mature than when I first joined DA..

I feel a little bit noobish ,I don't type/speak well English some previous years ago ,well...But now I do!
Last year, when I was younger,I'm extremely arrogant and hates to apologize...
First:
I think that apologizing was too hard for me
Second:I'm well too shy to do it(When I meet a new classmate,I cannot even say hello)
Third:I feel too embarrassed to do it!
And when I read the Lies and Life of Albus Dumbledore,I was saying it's better to say what you have done wrong than doing lies!Yes I lied,but even everyone lies I cannot.I only lied to defend my self,but sometimes it went very wrong and hurt such peoples...And I ended up in a bad place myself.I felt so guilty that I don't know if I can write this journal....
And because I've got a fresh memory,I cannot forgot EVERY bad things I've done!It's haunting myself and alright........
I want to apologize to few deviants such as:
VK and everyone in the PCAround a year or so ago)
Because I erase the sun in a paint chat!I cannot denied it because I can remember it as yesterday....The reason that I say it was the other is because I was planning a revenge on my friend,she's evil...She's been very mean to me all times so I was saying that it was her xD...I know it's no fun.But I've got no courage to apologize xDDDDDD.....

Neopets:Well...I broke one of their rules but if I don't say it here it will haunt me forever....I created multiple accounts to get neopoints because someone break into my OLD(like around 2002) account....He steals all my NP and stuffs and I kinda blamed Neopets for not knowing it...Well...I never say it but I was quite angry ...

And lots of other peoples like my mom and so!

Well....I hope I don't see this journal myself so I will avoid to go to my DA page the most time possible,because it makes me mad seeing this...



P.Slease do not send me notes!It makes me nervous and stuffs,I'm incapable of reading them to tell you the truth...

Raikozu~